Thursday, January 17, 2008

Flashback Move Foward

Hola Beautiful people! It’s been a minute. Where do I begin? Ok, so remember that soul searching (stuff) I was talking about? I think I found it this weekend, on my excursion to the DC, Maryland area. Long story short (without embarrassing myself anymore) I got super wasted, and well let’s just say I partied WAY too hard. I think it was the anxiety and excitement of my 23rd birthday and migration to Italia…and me pushing myself to the limit. I met up with an old college buddy and we acted like we were freshman all over again. Good times, but after that weekend I know my limit in life. My favorite excuse for being a young, liberated, college student just won’t get me out of this one this time!
So I leave in precisely two weeks. It’s all coming to me as I start to pack and figure out what all goes and what will be staying here in the states. I have exactly one week left of work and about 10 days to catch up, tie all my numerous loose ends, promised dinners, and pack. I think the anxiety coupled with the feeling of excitement is ironically keeping me sane thus far. LOL…Ready or not ITALY here I come!
I have said it before and will say it again, I’m having a great year! I feel like 2008 started off with a bang and this year has so much to offer me. In about 2 weeks I will be 23, and then I move, graduation, and career and higher education choices. How amazing! Dude I’m proud of myself. Now all I have to do is stay focused and follow my heart (which on numerous occasions is much more logical than my mind). I am blessed and am enjoying the idea of finding myself. I am human, a female, a beautiful talented smart BLACK woman, and I love it!

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