This weekend was, lets see how do I describe it, refreshing?? I went out with an old acquaintance and met a new friend! Being the social butterfly that I am, I found myself in the likes of a different crowd hanging out in totally new ( not new as in I've never been, but new because that's not the usual) part of the city. Just when you think you've met them all, there is another reason to remind you why New York City is the one of the largest and most interesting cities in the world. Sidebar: I am elated to know that there are so many people with in my age bracket that are focused on the road to success, I look forward to what my generation has in store for the future. On another note...I am really I happy that I met my new friend, he's super cool, and I sense a lovely friendship in the making!
This sacrifice, aka being broke all the time, sucks major ass! On top of not shopping, my weekend outings have come to a slow simmer, and now that its like almost winter, I don't want to start partying with ice cream and cookies! I'm just trying to focus on completing this semester, and preparing for my trip! By the way did I tell you how excited I was, well nervous and anxious, but excited the same. Right now I'm in the process of doing all my visa paper work which also sucks ass!! So much freakin work! It's all so stressful, but hopefully I will get to breath on the plane. I'm also thinking about making a documentary about my move and then producing day to day videos on my day and weekend trips. What do you think? I need to find out how to upload video's on YouTube and then think about creating a myspace page. Does any one know how? I'm so not good at that kind of stuff.
OK so like yesterday I had like a mini brake down I am trying to find out what I really would like to do in life. I know that I love to write, but producing is also a passion of mine. I don't know where I see myself, however the field of communications is in my blood. I'm just lost, writing, producing, and then my latest epiphany: Grad school, for my masters and PHD of course. Dude between all of these life changing decisions I'm lost! Is that why I don't have a Boyfriend? I mean higher education is of the utmost importance to me, on the contrary so is pursuing a career in journalism. So do I sacrifice opportunities of advancement now, for a higher education that will almost positively guarantee long term advancement? I guess I have Italy to think about it, but I'm so worried that I wont find a job, or that I will not be ready to emerge into the business class world when I graduate? But then again I surprise myself because my passion and ability always surpass my inner doubts. Its amazing what a conundrum of talent, focus, and passion can evolve into. I mean my internship was suppose to be an opportunity for me to network, but am I doing enough? I feel like I'm so lost, I mean I know what I want; its so close, but I still have a long way to go. I have a plan for my life and by the age 30, I would like to;by the grace of God, be established, as in real estate an a semi-indispensable bank account. I want be know from my talent and appreciated for my flavor and what I bring to the industry. Finally, on my way to family status by my mid thirties....WISH ME LUCK.
P.S Look out for my documentary and my Euroblogs. If anyone knows how to do the YouTube uploads, please let me know. Ciao!
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